This have been..emotional.

I am at a boiling point with my day job. I won't go into all the details but let's just say that the more things get tense and frustrating the more I have seemed to, reach out for goodies to fill that. Normally I am pretty good at saying "NO" to my residents when they offer me goodies, but not in the last week. Heck, not in the last day! I believe I had like, 4 or 5 pieces of chocolate. I also had Taco Bell yesterday. I'm back up to almost 183!! :(

I hate that over the years I have become an emotional eater, I use to be the opposite and didn't eat anything. Which is how I lose 25 lbs in a month and a half. Anyway, so lately I have been failing at my daily challenge to say "NO" to tasty treats and "YES" to being healthier. I have been going to the gym daily (minus yesterday, just an awful awful night before) and with Yolanda going too it's been really nice.

I need to stop being such a pansy girl and get over all this emotional eating crap. When I want to eat something full of sugar and calories, grab some nuts or fruit instead. When I want to drink pop, grab water. When I want to give in, just want away. And most importantly, I NEED TO FIND ME A NEW DAMN JOB!

I'm all dressed and ready to go to the gym, sucks that it's like 31º outside, but thank God for the gym!