3.2 Miles

So over the last month or two I have been working on trying to run/jog longer and/or faster. Well today I jogged/ran more than half of my workout today, which I found out is 3.2 miles! 3.2 MILES!!! that's farther than I have ever worked out on the treadmill at the gym! I seriously felt so great when I got home, dripping sweat and exhausted but man, did it feel great! I hope someday I can A) run the whole thing and b) do it twice! Day by day, week by week I am trying as hard as I can, I fail constantly but the difference now is that I don't give up after a set back, I just keep trying. I think that's what I have been missing these last few years is the willingness to try again rather than throwing in the towel. I'm thankful for that at least.

The Affect of Depression

So got some bad news yesterday that my grandpa has stage 4 lung cancer. Seriously sad. All I want to do is drink hot tea and watch crappy movies. I hate being depressed. I need to go see him soon. the end.